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No.49950
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i wanted to make a post using this picture for you
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No.49955
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>>49950 (OP) 
Thank you
No.49982
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why do you think that is?
No.49986 
I will always be here until my heart stops beating.. I have nowhere else to be..
No.50024
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I'm still here isn't that fucking hilarious..
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No.50027 
>>50024
Im glad you’re here and that you posted a cute picture
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No.50028 
>>50027
that makes one of us
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No.50030 
>>50028
well if it doesn’t make you happy then why are you doing it?
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No.50031 
>>50030
I feel like it..
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No.50034 
>>50031
i find that im happier when i do things that make me happy, even if my brain tells me i don’t feel like it
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No.50035 
>>50034
yeah.. I haven't done anything all day really.. been trying to fix myself slowly, maybe too slowly..
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No.50037 
>>50035
it gets easier and easier the more you try but it’s really hard to get the ball rolling and really easy to fall back into bad habits
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No.50038
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>>50037
yeeeah..
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No.50039
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>>50038
it’s even harder because in the end you just have to be there for yourself… and while loving yourself is important… it can feel a little lonely sometimes.
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No.50040
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>>50039
sometimes the loneliness never processes, those are happier times..
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No.50041
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>>50040
at my best i try and take care of myself with the gentleness with which id treat a close friend or a child
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No.50042
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>>50041
I'm poor in the treatment of others, can't figure it out.. can't express shit..
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No.50043 
>>50042
maybe watch some shoujo anime and take notes…
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No.50044 
>>50043
I don't watch much anymore ever..
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No.50045
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>>50044
you need to find things you enjoy doing just for the sake of doing! that way when you’re lonely or restless you have something to do that you enjoy. or at least something that takes your mind off things. lately i read a lot of manga.
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No.50046
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>>50045
I should start work on a new game tomorrow.. probably anyway.. unless I want the pile of ideas in my head to rot away as usual..
getting started is the hardest part..
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No.50048 
>>50046
writing things down is super good for you too. i find my mental state to be much more stable when im journaling consistently
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No.50050
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>>50048
I usually only write down random ideas, not necessarily everything
I feel like if I were to try to write everything down I might either get too lazy to keep doing it or it might consume too much time.. not that I spend my time doing much anyway I guess..
do you write often or more at specific times instead of throughout the day..
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No.50051
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>>50050
ive been slacking on my journaling lately, but i usually do it before bed or whenever i find myself really emotional. the first couple weeks of journaling were kind of crazy, once i started writing i couldn’t stop until i was too exhausted to keep going and id write like 5000 words per entry. over time i found I had less to write on average, which was nice because it felt like i was getting all the thoughts trapped in my brain out of there onto the paper, so they stopped bouncing around in my brain all the time
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No.50052
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>>50051
seems a bit lonely.. I guess I might get it but typing to myself feels more like a chore than an outlet, maybe because it offers no attention from anyone else..
a dependence on others to listen isn't great when there's hardly anyone around
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No.50053
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>>50052
yeah. sometimes i just make up people or things to motivate me to do stuff when im really struggling lol. i have to make my shoulder angel happy… also i type my journals out on my phone. I don’t think I could write that much without my hand falling off.
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No.50054
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>>50053
yeah when I say write I mean typing as well, don't have the pencils to spare for writing, my handwriting is awful too
I find it difficult to conjure up motivation..
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No.50055
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waow the people in this thread seem really nice. i hope u all enjoy ur day!
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No.50056
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>>50054
though i haven’t kept up on journaling well as of late im proud of myself for getting my bedtime routine to be consistent. even though some nights i reeeaaaallly don’t feel like doing it for inexplicable reasons, i always feel way way better after I do, and some nights i find myself doing it without even thinking 

>>50055
nice dubs
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No.50057
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>>50056
it's okay as long as you feel better..
sleep is important..
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No.50058
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>>50057
sleep is very important… before the last two nights i had only been sleeping like two hours a night for a week or two cuz i was kinda manic it was lowkey really bad and i had such terribly intense mood swings LOL
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>>50058
I luckily never have issues getting to sleep.. though sometimes nightmares and waking up over and over again..
my mania hardly ever lasts.. I get pretty destructive.. probably for the best..
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No.50060 
>>50059
sleep is one of the greatest things ever… nothin quite like it…
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No.50061 
>>50060
mhm..
No.50066 
>>50060
i wake up seeing silent hill monsters approaching me
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No.50070 
>>50066
scary dubs… i hope u have enough ammo…
No.50121
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I'm sorry I exploded and killed you, my only friend..
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No.50149
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I started working on my newer game and kinda got really really tired and stopped.. difficult to come up with ideas..
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No.50151 
>>50121
it'll be okay... 

>>50149
good job starting work. did you make sure to write things down.
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No.50152
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>>50151
I admittedly haven't written anything down for this specific project, it's all in my head at the moment.. I will work on that..
it is a bit difficult to write down a lot of things like ideas for how to structure game systems as that's all code and code is usually best described as itself (maybe with a few comments so my demented ass doesn't forget how things work)..
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No.50154 
>>50152
ikwym, im trying to figure out how to organize the room i just moved into in my head and im like "i wish i could write this down.. .but.... im not sure how to write it down....."
im excited for your game though!! i hope you are able to make good and continuous progress on it
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No.50155 
>>50154
I hope I can manage to keep developing it unlike the biggest project I've started and have yet to finish about 9 months later..
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No.50156 
>>50155
finishing projects can be hard... but thats why i believe routine is super important (even if i dont always take my own advice)!! im always looking at my life and going "fuck. everything goes 100000x better and i feel 100000000x when i have a routine and plan things ahead of time and write in my journal" etc. etc. etc.
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No.50157 
>>50156
yeah..
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No.50158 
>>50157
ganbatte squishy. let's both do our best today (even if it's already 3pm and im just getting started)
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No.50159
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>>50158
I did some sketches earlier.. some concept stuff.. then got a headache ehe..
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No.50160 
>>50159
make sure youre drinking enough water and stuff. headaches are miserable i rarely get them compared to like high school but now when i get them theyre like so bad i want to die. i have the utmost sympathy for anyone struggling with migraines. what kind of game is it if you can share??
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No.50161 
>>50160
I was playing Cogmind earlier and that added to my ideas for what I'm working on which is a basic top down RPG about rats, kinda inspired by The Elder Scrolls.. and maybe a bit like old games like the original Legend of Zelda, I am not a great artist..
I've made top down prototypes before but nothing super elaborate, I'm better with 3D code but I guess 2D is just simpler and shouldn't be harder..
I don't want to make a roguelike or something turn-based..
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No.50162 
>>50161
that sounds kinda cool. im impressed with anybody who's able to like code/make things AND do art cuz im like i cant do either LOL. thats so impressive. i bet its gonna be awesome.
No.50315
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I made Conway's game of life to get the tile shit working..
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No.50341 
>>50315
omg game of life is so cool i love all the little patterns and stuff. keep up the good work!!!
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No.50342 
>>50341
I'm kinda slow sorry..
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No.50347
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I've opted to go for a turn-based game when I said I wouldn't.. just because I think it fits this aesthetic better and is easier to make, this is the pathfinding overlay..
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No.50348 
>>50342
that’s okay :-3
>>50347
Looks dope. i have the utmost faith in you.
No.50420
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I have basic AI working, pathfinding, dollar store raycasting for collision checking and line-of-sight..
pretty easy mapping, haven't added much to that but I can create maps easily and it loads and runs them fine with collision and stuff..
this screenshot is taken during the "day" during which the color palette changes..
the performance of all of this crap in GDScript is questionable, I've made the AI only process every 4 ticks and tried to make the pathing sparsely recalculated to lower the time it takes on average to tick..
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No.50516
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I need to spend more time on the computer
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No.50526 
>>50420
so complex…

>>50516
sometimes you need to spend more time on the computer and sometimes less.. it’s difficult to find a balance…
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No.50528
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>>50526
I needed to create Nanazi
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No.50529 
>>50528
why won't you make me art
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No.50530 
>>50529
what do you need..
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No.50531 
>>50530
an artist...
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No.50532 
>>50531
for what..
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No.50533 
>>50532
for things... idk...
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No.50534 
>>50533
do you just need an excuse to talk to me or something, I don't quite get it
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No.50535 
>>50528
lole cute
No.50536 
>>50534
no... it's too embarrassing to admit though.
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No.50537
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>>50536
incomprehensible and impossible to work with sorry
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No.50538 
>>50537
even if i did admit it, you'd likely be reluctant anyways...
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No.50539 
everyone is...
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No.50540
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>>50538
>>50539
I don't fear you and I'm not upset with you, I also have nothing banking on your existence so I don't fear a damn thing you say
you can talk to me privately, just unblock me, I don't bite anymore and I'm no prick
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No.50541
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this is another game I've been working on intermittently, I'm really shit at coming up with ideas and adding something new is like starting over again, hence my difficulty in working on it consistently
I'm so le scawed of le codeshart
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No.50542 
>>50540
w-what is going on…

>>50541
coming up with ideas is so hard. every time i try and think about “making” anything im like “hm it feels like all of my ideas are just ripoffs of other things”
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No.50543 
>>50542
the ripoff feeling is something you just have to give up on fighting at some point, most ideas have already been done before and it's not like you wake up good at things that require copying and practice to get good at
gotta chew through being garbage to get to the point of being almost less garbage.. or something
No.50544 
>>50540

who is jimster..
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No.50545 
>>50544
I don't know if I should be giving out information like that in this context..
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No.50546 
>>50545
scary... do you at least know him?
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No.50547 
>>50546
I guess
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No.50548 
>>50547
he added me a few days ago, but i got scared because i didn't know who he was, so i just ignored it
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No.50549 
>>50548
that was my last effort to get you to talk to me, because I'm not talking on /bant/ anymore
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No.50550 
>>50549
so it's you? why aren't you talking on /bant/ anymore?
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No.50551 
>>50550
that's not me, no, I only have one Steam account and you know its name well
/bant/ wastes a bit too much of my time, I do not enjoy being there
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No.50552 
>>50551
but i like wasting time...
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No.50553 
>>50552
too bad
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No.50554 
>>50553
i'm scared of adding you though...
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No.50555 
>>50554
you don't need to be, I'm not upset with you and honestly I didn't know it was you for the longest time until recently in that long ass thread on /bant/
I'm not going to attack you and I kinda get nothing out of being mean to people anyway, I'm quite lonely myself
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No.50558 
>>50555
consecutively repeating numerals...
i've been seeing those a lot for a while. 
maybe we'll figure something out eventually
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No.50559 
>>50558
nothing ever changes if nothing is ever done..
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No.50560 
>>50559
you can't make me... the loneliness contributes to my paranoia
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No.50562 
>>50560
keep pressing it and I'll just assume you're fucking with me.. do what you want..
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No.50564 
>>50562
i'm just as much of a creative as you are, i just focus my attention in a different area... but ok...
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No.50565 
>>50564
I don't know who is who anymore here so I'll just shut up..
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No.50566 
>>50565
meow
No.50602
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tonight I think I will overdose..
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No.50603 
>>50602
with what
No.50604 
water..
No.50605 
I think I will also take a very long bath..
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No.50606 
>>50605
baths are so cozy. I haven’t taken one in years
No.50607 
>>50605
you gonna play with yourself
No.50726
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No.50729 
>>50726
Nick
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No.50730 
>>50729
what now..
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No.50731 
>>50730
nothing
good meowning
No.50732
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No.50735 
>>50732
kawaii
No.50737
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this doesn't look like osage I'm so tired
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No.50739 
>>50737
uohhh 😭
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🐱
No.50742 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=afibbljrOuk
No.50753
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No.50762
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I have a migraine from jorking my peanuts too many times in one night..
https://holedigging.club/gallery/#!/browse/pics
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No.50797 
>>50796
to what where you jorking it there's no porn in the gallery you posted..
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No.50798 
>>50797
gallery unrelated
No.50799
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what is this site anyway
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No.50800 
>>50799
dunno sorry
No.50801
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mourning scrimblos..
No.50804
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time to play foxhole or whatever..
No.50806 
nvm nobody ever does anything..
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No.50808 
>>50806
That’s not true!
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>>50808
nothing ever gets done..
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No.50810 
meow
No.50811
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>>50809
that may be true…
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>>50811
always will be..
No.50813 
what is the plon for today, Nickster?
No.50814
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total nick death..
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No.50815 
>>50814
do you need your hand held?
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I need drugs to abuse
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No.50817 
>>50816
you don't seem to abuse drugs at all, if ever
No.50818 
you'd be right..
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>>50818
not even kohi kohi?
No.50820 
I drink coffee every day, I stopped for a while but started again, I feel worse now than I did when I wasn't drinking it..
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No.50821 
>>50820
what do you need all the caffeine for...
bach drank coffee, and his output was immense
No.50822 
need to hurt myself somehow..
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No.50825 
>>50822
you still seem to hate me
No.50826
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if I hated you I would ignore every reply in this thread at this point..
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No.50829 
>>50826
meow
No.50830
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unga bunga..
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No.50831 
>>50830
that's not very meowminary of you...
No.50832 
whatever..
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No.50833 
>>50832
meow meow meow
No.50834
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there are no cats here..
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No.50835 
>>50834
nick as a cat...
No.50837
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nope..
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No.50838 
>>50837
nick with fur, whiskers, cat ears, paws, and a tail...
No.50839 
so not nick..
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No.50840 
>>50839
nope you
No.50841 
nope not me if you add all those nonsensical things..
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No.50843 
>>50837
What is this nonsense?
No.50844 
>>50841
it's in your minds eye now, so it is now true
No.50845 
it's low effort scribbling
my minds eye needs glasses
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No.50846 
>>50121
>>50121
dumb
No.50847 
>>50845
wat
No.50848 
nothing of true consequence..
No.50849 
>>50845
you did imagine it though, now it will hang in your subconscience forevarr
No.50850 
idk if you know what I imagine..
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No.50851 
>>50850
the sweet things you only see in dreams
No.50852 
I usually only have nightmares..
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No.50853 
>>50852
your good dreams will now be about neko Nick meow
No.50854
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highly doubt it..
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No.50855 
>>50854
nya nya
neko nick
nya nya
No.50856 
disturbed individual.. mentally compromised.. intruded by rodents..
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No.50858 
>>50854
What is the concept of this thread and texting yourself?
No.50859 
>>50856
ratto simulator 
*EEK it's a rat!*
ningen! oiiiii!
hrrratto squeek squeek
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No.50860 
I'd sooner run outside and kiss a moving bus than talk to myself, that person is just attached to me..
I'm done scribbling for today..
>>50859
he ain't right in the head..
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No.50862 
>>50860
attached is a stretch of the imagination, don't you think, neko nya Nick nya?
i'm just farming my daily dose of (you)'s... a (you) a day keeps the bad thoughts away~
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>>50860
draw this
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No.50864
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>>50862
you always come back for more..
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2_LlMpedbrY
>>50863
I made some strange flubes in a random [s4s] flube creation thread one time..
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No.50865 
>>50864
do you not want me around...?
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No.50866 
>>50865
if you weren't around, who would I reply to with random scribbles?
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No.50867 
>>50864
scribbbles
No.50868 
>>50866
Squishy is polite, he doesn't bite...
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No.50869 
>>50868
nice poem or something..
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No.50870 
>>50869
nice drawings or something..
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No.50871 
>>50870
agree to disagree..
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No.50872 
>>50871
i would commission you to make album art for me if it wasn't sovlless to pay for art.
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No.50873 
>>50872
I am too shit to make anything coherent sorry..
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No.50874 
>>50873
sovl matters more than coherency
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No.50875
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>>50874
I can't make sovl either..
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No.50877 
>>50875
sovl isn't a product... you can't just fake it till you make it like in this phony crony society. it is a dynamic essence that is cultivated over time...
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No.50878 
>>50877
I do nothing but waste time so whatever I guess
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No.50879 
>>50878
not like there's any rush to do anything or be anyone
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No.50880 
>>50879
there definitely is in my case..
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No.50881 
>>50880
what is pressing you, neko nya Nick nya nya
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No.50882 
>>50881
normal life things..
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No.50883 
>>50882
life slows down at night though...
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No.50884 
>>50883
I sleep at a reasonable time
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No.50885 
>>50884
sleep is just a social construct
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No.50886 
>>50885
that's fine..
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No.50887 
>>50886
live a little...
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No.50888 
>>50887
tried that, I've become dead myself..
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No.50889 
>>50888
you don't have to let it become who you are...
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No.50890 
>>50889
like everyone else, I'm a bit more complicated than being one thing and vary over time..
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No.50891 
>>50890
i'm not. i'm simple and transparent, i think it disarms hostility and enables vulnerability, which is ultimately authenticity. simple life, simple as~
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No.50892 
>>50891
I don't need to be simple to spit out how I feel, conveying meaning is a skill you can learn..
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No.50893 
>>50892
i think society's pressure prevents that at times. we all sometimes get caught up...
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No.50894 
>>50893
well I'm not caught..
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No.50895 
>>50894
then what are the normal life thingys you were talking about...
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No.50896 
>>50895
I was vague because I don't want to talk about it here
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No.50897 
>>50896
you always press meeee about not being in your friends list wahhhhh
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No.50898 
meow meow meow
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No.50899 
>>50896
What is all this? you should play vidya
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No.50900 
>>50897
>>50898
wats that?
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No.50901
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>>50899
hop on Proton 10 dude..
>>50897
not what I was doing but same effect I guess..
>>50900
it is what it is..
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No.50902 
>>50901
i dunno what that is
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No.50903 
>>50902
https://github.com/ValveSoftware/Proton/releases
No.50904 
micheal yakson
No.50906 
>>50901
hehe, you have to give me a (you) when everyone is talking over eachother
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No.50907 
>>50906
I do not value (You)s and I have no particular pattern to when I give them other than I don't always feel like clicking the number..
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No.50908
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>>50907
nya nya neko Nick nya
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No.50909 
>>50907
>>50906
Its very difficulto see if this is one person or  not
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No.50910 
>>50908
ill
>>50909
all me btw
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No.50911
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>>50910
jellyfied
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No.50912
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>>50911
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No.50913 
mow ow wow
No.50914 
the catdog is marking
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No.50915 
>>50914
what did Nick eat today
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No.50916 
>>50915
poptarts, water, coffee, pretzels, vienna sausage, honey bun
nothing healthy..
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No.50917
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>>50916
sipping my black tea at the new neko nya cafe a la Nick nya, while i pretend to be productive on my laptop like everyone else~
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No.50918
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>>50917
I don't even pretend to be productive..
Telegram are currently privately testing the post suggestions feature..
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No.50919 
>>50918
wowzers i wish 4chud paid us in luckystars per post
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No.50920 
>>50919
they'd go bankrupt..
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No.50921 
>>50920
i wish we had telechan money... 4chon staff would probably just squander it on new seasonal anime figurines anyways...
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No.50922 
>>50921
mhm..
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No.50923 
>>50922
meow is my tea ready yet, neko Nick?
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No.50924 
>>50923
I do not serve tea..
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No.50925 
>>50924
what do you serve in this establishment...
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No.50926 
>>50925
wasted time..
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No.50927 
>>50926
i want a neko Nick dance in maid uniform now
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No.50928 
>>50927
I will never do that..
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No.50929 
>>50912
bread?
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No.50930
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>>50929
bread..
No.50931 
>>50928
it is already written into the plot
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No.50932 
>>50931
I did not consent to this plot..
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No.50933 
>>50927

whhy
No.50934 
>>50932
we have 5 more seasons of filler ahead of this, so get comfortable in that maid outfit
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No.50935 
>>50934
insanity..
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No.50936
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>>50935
wan wan
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No.50937 
>>50936
two two..
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No.50938
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>>50937
me me
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No.50939 
>>50938
no no..
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No.50940
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>>50939
mhm mhm
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No.50941 
>>50940
nuh uh..
No.50942
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you can't resist the rhythm...
No.50943 
I can resist anything simply by dying..
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No.50944
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>>50943
we will resuscitate
you will be kept on life support
you will dance along to the beat
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No.50945 
>>50944
I don't dance..
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>>50945
like you said about skills you can learn, you can learn to dance (at gunpoint)
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No.50947 
>>50946
I don't want to dance..
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No.50948 
>>50947
then what do you want to do? draw?
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No.50949 
>>50948
I'm done drawing for today I think..
I don't know what I want to do really..
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No.50950 
>>50949
pet a cat meow
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No.50951 
>>50950
no..
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No.50952 
>>50951
feed the birds? they are very hungry
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No.50953 
>>50952
no bird feeders, not really any birds..
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No.50954 
>>50953
what a conundrum...
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No.50955 
>>50954
yeah no cats or birds, really tough stuff..
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No.50956 
>>50955
what about dogs...
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No.50957 
>>50956
even fewer of those things around here..
No.50958 
maybe it's time to move...
No.50959 
comfortable in my middle of nowhere..
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No.50960 
>>50959
but then where are we?
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No.50961 
>>50960
nowhere different, seemingly..
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No.50962 
>>50961
we're in the neko Nick cafe nya you forgot
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No.50963 
>>50962
that doesn't exist..
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No.50964 
>>50963
neither do emotions, but we still have them anyways
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No.50965 
>>50964
emotions exist..
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No.50966 
>>50965
where?
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No.50967 
>>50966
first we must ponder the meaning of existence, and what determines if something exists..
if a place is in your head and doesn't exist outside of it, it exists as a thought, not a place..
or something..
it doesn't exist
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No.50968 
>>50967
i think neko Nick exists as much as our emotions do
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No.50969 
>>50968
good for you..
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No.50970
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>>50969
yay can i get a "neko neko niiick~!"?
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No.50971 
>>50970
no, that doesn't exist..
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>>50971
y-yes it does
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No.50973 
>>50972
it does, for you..
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No.50974
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>>50973
mhm, and /r9k/'s finest gamerchair philosophers said nothing else exists but everything from your own perspective so i'm basically the reason you exist right now. you can thank me for keeping you alive~
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No.50975 
>>50974
this is terrible news, stop that
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No.50976
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>>50975
don't worry, because i am such a benevolent ruler, i will share my consciousness with you and allow you autonomy. we're all gonna make it
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No.50977
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>>50976
shouldn't you be talking to your boyfriend?
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No.50978
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>>50977
why are you mad at me?
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No.50979 
>>50978
just curious..
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>>50979
it's none of your skibidi beeswax business
anyways, i'm making tuna sandwiches, want one?
No.50984 
okie ja ne~
i guess...
No.50985 
k..
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No.50986 
>>50985
chat, what did he mean by this
No.50987 
subjective..
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No.50988 
>>50987
so you could be mad at me again?
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No.50989 
>>50988
I'm not mad at you
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No.50990 
>>50989
hmm...
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No.50991 
>>50990
hm..
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No.50992
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>>50991
taste this tuna
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No.50993 
>>50992
why am I tasting the tuna..
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No.50994 
>>50993
i need a second opinion
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No.50995 
>>50994
I'm not a tuna expert sorry..
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>>50995
you're missing out i think
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No.50997 
>>50996
doubt it..
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No.50998 
>>50997
what does Nick's imagination look like...
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No.50999 
>>50998
void, maybe null..
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No.51000
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>>50999
erm... can i have some?
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No.51001 
>>51000
if you can touch it you can have it..
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No.51002 
>>51001
touch what
haha get it...
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No.51003 
>>51002
it..
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No.51004 
>>51003
erm... Nick bros?
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No.51005 
>>51004
what..
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No.51006 
>>51005
do you actually have any siblings?
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No.51007 
>>51006
yes I have several..
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No.51008 
>>51007
woahhhh Nick family reunion
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No.51009 
>>51008
last time I saw most of my family was at my mother's funeral..
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No.51010 
>>51009
my condolences...

you should treat me like a little brother, i only ever had sisters
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No.51011 
>>51010
why..
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No.51012 
>>51011
because we're practically like family, right?
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No.51013 
>>51012
what brought you to that conclusion..
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No.51014 
>>51013
idk
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No.51015 
>>51014
k..
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No.51016
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>>51015
wow *smack smack*
thish tuna sandwich is rweally goood
*smack smack*
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No.51017 
>>51016
good for you..
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No.51018
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>>51017
thx
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No.51019 
>>51018
any time..
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No.51020
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>>51019
a little port from o porto too
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No.51021 
>>51020
almost indecipherable to me sorry, I guess you mean wine..
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No.51022 
>>51021
has Nick ever travelled?
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No.51023 
>>51022
no
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No.51024 
>>51023
why not..
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No.51025 
>>51024
no desire to do anything, no money..
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No.51026 
>>51025
not even family vacations?
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No.51027 
>>51026
nope, never been on one of those..
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No.51028 
>>51027
not even a road trip?
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No.51029 
>>51028
maybe when I was a little kid..
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No.51030 
>>51029
shota Nick...
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No.51031 
>>51030
eh..
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No.51032 
>>51031
where did you guys go? do you remember?
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No.51033 
>>51032
no..
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No.51034 
>>51033
i thought every family in america at least makes the pilgrimage to disneyland or equivalent...
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No.51035 
>>51034
nope..
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No.51036 
>>51035
don't you at least want to see the world beyond your pond?
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No.51037 
>>51036
it will not be fulfilling on its own, so no, not right now..
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No.51038 
>>51037
what would be fulfilling to you?
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No.51039 
>>51038
nothing I care to talk about here, and I know you won't care or be able to do anything about it anyway..
so nothing..
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No.51040 
>>51039
sorry...
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No.51041 
>>51040
for what..
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No.51042 
>>51041
meow
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No.51043 
>>51042
k..
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No.51044 
>>51043
what do you want me to say...
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No.51045 
>>51044
dunno..
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9jpYS-Ook0M
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No.51046 
>>51045
wow this song really gets me in the dancing mood hbu
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No.51047 
>>51046
no..
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No.51048
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>>51047
nya nya
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No.51049 
>>51048
no no..
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No.51050
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>>51049
i finished my tasty sando
are you sure you don't want oneee
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No.51051 
>>51050
it is not possible for you to give me a "sando" even if I did want one..
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>>51051
oh you and your skibidi silly materialist paradigm
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No.51053 
>>51052
oh me..
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No.51055 
>>51053
so remind me why you don't wanna post on /bant/ anymore?
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No.51056 
>>51055
much easier to just post garbage and close it until I need to post more scheduled garbage than to actually read the dogshit on there..
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No.51057 
>>51056
as God intended...
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No.51058 
>>51057
as I intend..
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No.51059 
>>51058
blahajphemous...
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No.51060 
>>51059
that's what I told someone who took everything from me..
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No.51061 
>>51060
who did that?
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No.51062 
>>51061
someone or other..
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No.51063 
>>51062
will they ever give it back?
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No.51064 
>>51063
no, that faggot will not be doing that..
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No.51065 
>>51064
what did they take...
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No.51066 
>>51065
stuff..
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No.51067 
>>51066
tangible stuffs?
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No.51068 
>>51067
yes, things that exist..
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No.51069 
>>51068
what do you even have that is worth taking... it's not like NEETs hoard gold or anything..
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No.51070 
>>51069
I've had people..
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HJHJqFPQ9n4
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No.51071 
>>51070
you can't own a people though...
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No.51072 
>>51071
that's up for debate.. I should've just encouraged him to kill himself..
I'm eating dinner and all I taste is bile..
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>>51072
what's for dinner...
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No.51074 
>>51073
rice, pickles, dry cake, water..
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>>51074
i'm still at the dinner table...
have some tuna too...
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No.51076 
>>51075
I don't eat at a table..
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>>51076
my room stank of gasoline, what choice do i have living in a city suburb?
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No.51078 
>>51077
eat in the bathroom..
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No.51079 
>>51078
that place stinks
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No.51080 
>>51079
clean it..
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No.51081 
>>51080
i do, i keep the toilet pristine, even use the funny blue water, but it still stinks.
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No.51082 
>>51081
could it be your upper lip..
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No.51083 
>>51082
definitely not, the rest of the house is usually fine. no way you're implying you eat in your bathroom though. you're probably eating at your desk and getting crumbs on your gamer gear... it's what i do anyways...
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No.51084 
>>51083
I have a pile of random debris against the wall behind my desk, yes..
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>>51084
i know the hikki NEET aesthetic is to be messy, but c'mon... realistically my autism will never allow it
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>>51085
mmm
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>>51086
great
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No.51088 
>>51087
indeed
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No.51089 
>>51088
did you finish dinner, how was it?
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>>51089
tasted like vomit
I have a motherboard box for my rage hole..
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No.51092 
>>51090
for why...
don't you care at all that a cluttered space affects creativity?
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>>51092
my space isn't very cluttered otherwise, honestly..
I mean, there are several bottles to the left of my desk and one has piss in it.. but besides that, and the pile of random clothes.. next to my bed..
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No.51094 
>>51093
sunset sarsaparilla...
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No.51095
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>>51094
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No.51096
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>>51095
*sippy sip*
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No.51097
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>>51096
holy fuck it turned into coffee
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No.51098 
>>51097
it's not jarate anymore...
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No.51099
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>>51098
I'm gonna keep it down there for a while I think..
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No.51100 
>>51099
and you wonder why your food is tasting like bile...
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No.51101 
>>51100
I think that's just because I mixed pickles and warmed over rice
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No.51102
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>>51101
high class cuisine...
you should've just taken the tuna sando...
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No.51103
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>>51102
>brown sauce
I can't stop laughing sorry
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No.51104
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>>51103
(it's) brown sauce
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No.51105
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>>51104
trve...
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No.51106
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>>51105
do you still play games with friends?
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No.51107 
>>51106
rarely, mostly only because not many people wanna play games with me..
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No.51108
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>>51107
what do you even play nowadays? risk of rain 2?
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No.51109
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>>51108
dunno, whatever, I have a lot of random games..
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No.51110 
>>51109
why don't people want to play with you?
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No.51111 
>>51110
they're busy or don't play games I play or just hate me because I'm nasty
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No.51112 
>>51111
nasty Nick...
like gaming has ever been a circle jerk of positivity though...
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No.51113 
>>51112
you have to trick people to play with you in the first place doe
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No.51114 
>>51113
how do you do this?
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No.51115
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>>51114
I don't know I have forgotten the toy summoning ritual
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No.51116 
>>51115
you better not be conjuring friends through occult magic
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No.51117 
>>51116
there will be no repercussions for my actions
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No.51118
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>>51117
why so blahajphemous...
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No.51119 
>>51118
general disregard for things deemed NMP
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No.51120 
>>51119
scary...
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No.51121 
>>51120
not really, I don't try very hard
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No.51122 
>>51121
try for what...
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No.51123 
>>51122
cause harm
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No.51124 
>>51123
why would you want that...
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No.51125 
>>51124
ask yourself why it would be scary
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No.51126 
>>51125
idk seems sinister...
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No.51127
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>>51126
good, good..
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No.51128
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>>51127
you're just joking, right...?
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No.51129
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>>51128
joking about what, I'm not evil actually
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No.51130 
>>51129
you're scary...
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No.51131 
>>51130
I enjoy playing with people but I do not intend to actually harm them
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No.51132 
>>51131
people aren't toys to be played with!!!
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No.51133 
>>51132
some sure act like it
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No.51134 
>>51133
like who
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No.51135 
>>51134
I respect the privacy of toys sorry
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No.51136 
>>51135
you sure don't seem to respect my privacy
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No.51137 
>>51136
are you implying you act like a toy
toys don't hurt you for no reason
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No.51138 
>>51137
so you are still hurt...
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No.51139 
>>51138
I am not "still hurt" I just have a functioning memory
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No.51140 
>>51139
hmm...
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No.51141 
>>51140
don't think too hard, now
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No.51142 
>>51141
only if you forgive me and let it go...
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No.51143 
>>51142
and then what, nothing would change, because my behavior toward you is not the result of that
I just act this way
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No.51144 
>>51143
yeah but you still should because we're basically family at this point
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No.51145 
>>51144
I've said it before and I will say it again, I can't be arsed to care about things like what you did for longer than a month
others that you know have done worse
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No.51146 
>>51145
others like who
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No.51147 
>>51146
the other person I've conversed with and am much more harsh toward
I was mean to you on /bant/ because I thought you were him sometimes, probably anyway
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No.51148 
>>51147
Sako? Jimster??
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No.51149 
>>51148
"Jimster" I talk to in private as a friend
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No.51150 
>>51149
and you're sending poor ol' him to harass meee???
who are you even talking about...
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No.51151 
>>51150
you already said who I was talking about
I also thought maybe you and Jimbo could be friends but I guess not, meh, nmp
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No.51152
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>>51151
yeah, if he wasn't harassing me on your behalf maybe...

isn't it your bed time? brush and get some rest like the normal people you emulate...
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No.51153
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>>51152
harassing is when someone sends a friend request, right, I totally forgot you're allergic to button presses
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No.51154
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>>51153
take your med and get some sleep already...
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No.51155
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>>51154
I sleep in 1.5 hours
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No.51156
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>>51155
like a well oiled cog in the machine that is society
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No.51157
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>>51156
I'm a bit too dysfunctional to be a part of any machinery meant to benefit humanity
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No.51158
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>>51157
why do you hate Sako
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No.51159
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>>51158
why would anyone hate cunts?
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No.51160
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>>51159
was he the one who stole people from you?
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No.51161 
>>51160
hell no, I won't be naming that person, he's pretty high profile in.. Minecraft modding..
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No.51162 
>>51161
of course...
but then why are you mad at Sako?
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No.51163
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>>51162
other reasons, quite similar to what you did actually, but different and with different context
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No.51164 
>>51163
hmmm... you should stop being mad at people like us i think
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No.51165
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>>51164
so you must be worse than I thought, is that true?
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No.51166 
>>51165
you have a strong imagination, neko Nick
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No.51167
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>>51166
your implications of being as bad as narcissistic porn-addicted /b/tards aren't imagined
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No.51168
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>>51167
i'm an [s4s] saint, nicest of nicers
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No.51169 
what is even going on here
is this one person talking to himself? what kind of fucking retarded schizo exchange even is this
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No.51170 
>>51168
yeah I don't believe you unless you're just so dull you think he's actually anything like that
>>51169
all me btw
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No.51171
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>>51170
when i say people "like us", i mean all the people you're mad at on /bant/
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No.51172 
>>51171
all of one person, I'm only mad at one person, and it's not you
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No.51173 
>>51172
you just seem butthurt, is all. otherwise you wouldn't have mentioned it
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No.51174 
>>51173
ok
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No.51175
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>>51174
now apologize to me
(this is me who you're hurting btw)
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No.51176 
>>51175
for what? being myself?
I'm good
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No.51177 
>>51176
yes, you should
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No.51178 
>>51177
I have done nothing to you, you keep coming to me and talking to me all fucking day and you ask me for "art" for some reason even though you apparently don't want it and I am incapable of delivering it
also, again, people hate these threads and I hate people
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No.51179 
>>51178
why so cranky all of a sudden... you said yourself you wanted an audience for your art when i asked if you wanted to be left alone
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No.51180 
>>51179
>art
I disagree but I digress
I'm always cranky, it's the coffee and it's the my personality and it's the suicide I should commit to for the last time but can't find the means to, it's the blah bah blah blah
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No.51182
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>>51180
you're scary...
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No.51183 
>>51182
ok..
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No.51184 
>>51183
what does the anchor mean...
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No.51185 
>>51184
no bumping or something, hover over it, "bumplocked"
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No.51186 
>>51185
i'm on my phone...
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No.51187 
>>51186
well it says bumplocked
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No.51188 
>>51187
i don't believe you
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No.51189 
>>51188
okay..
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No.51190 
>>51189
so... how about that apology...
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No.51191 
>>51190
for what, sitting on my ass and watching you walk into my cloud of boysmell (lethal)?
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No.51192 
>>51191
you should apologize to Sako too
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No.51193
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>>51192
almost as funny as the brown sauce
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No.51194
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>>51193
you called him a "narcissistic porn-addicted /b/tard"
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No.51195
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>>51194
I'm right thoug
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No.51196
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>>51195
then what does that make you?
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No.51197
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>>51196
it makes me right
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No.51198
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>>51197
you're saying this behind his back too... that's even worse
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No.51199
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>>51198
would you like his contact information? I have his phone number, Steam ID (friend code), Steam vanity URL and Steam permalink
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No.51201 
>>51199
why are you like this...
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No.51202
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>>51201
I'm a le fallen angel uwu
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No.51203
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>>51202
at least try to be nice...
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No.51204
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>>51203
I am being nice, I'm being so kind right now, can you not feel it in my slippery fingers
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No.51205
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>>51204
being charitable with someone else's personal contact information doesn't count
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No.51206
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>>51205
aww..
I think the le sedatives just hit..
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No.51207
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>>51206
so you are taking drugs...
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No.51208
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>>51207
prescription sedatives to keep me from burning the house down...
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No.51209
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>>51208
jesus, and yet you avoid wine, among other things, like the plague... i guess enjoy your socially acceptable high responsibly...
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No.51210
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>>51209
I do not avoid substances because I think they will harm me, I avoid them because I know they will make me worse..
if handed any psychedelic, I will take it almost immediately
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No.51211 
I worded that weirdly, I'm already horribly depressed, alcohol will make that worse, I do not care about the social repercussions of alcoholism
I just think it's a shit drug as well
No.51212
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>>51210
ironically, those are the drugs most likely to give you a mental breakdown. i think you should think about trying tobacco because the nicotine helps with creativity. only smoke pipe tobacco that comes from a tin though, everything else is going to be addictive commercialized cancer. it might be too overwhelming to absorb through one post, as to why.
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No.51213
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>>51212
I'm not smoking anything, I do not care about your reasoning, I've had over 10 years of reasoning slammed into my head by people I wish were successful in taking their own lives, including myself
psychedelics have never made me feel worse about anything, not even 45 benadryl could do that
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No.51214
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>>51213
i'm just saying, it always helped me with creativity, but to each their own. what psychedelics have you taken?
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>>51214
just acid unfortunately
I'm unsure if DXM counts, took that in large quantities before..
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No.51216
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>>51215
interesting, i assumed you weren't the type...
i honestly feel like i got it all out of my system while younger. just feel like there's no reason to actively seek out those experiences anymore, idk why.
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No.51217 
>>51216
should I leave this place too..
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No.51218 
>>51217
why's that?
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No.51219 
>>51218
just wondering..
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No.51220 
>>51219
you can do whatever, it's your life. why consult me first?
No.51221
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good night, hope you don't pass out before you reach your bed
No.51222 
wish I'd die in my sleep but even 4x the usual dosage doesn't do that, very safe..
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No.51223 
>>51222
jesus, have some restraint
dream sweetly in G♭ Major, when A4 is tuned to ~428.2 Hz Nick
No.51247
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No.51257 
>>51147
Whats your deal?
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No.51258 
>>51105
So whats your deal?
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No.51263 
>>51169
Good fucking question, reads like mentally ill shit dont it?
No.51264 
>>51174
>>51172
So what one person are you mad at?
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No.51269 
>>51169
Doesn't it just read like extremely strange cryptic shit?
No.51273 
reads like a cute thread actually
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No.51274 
>>51273
first part of it maybe, then it just reads schizo
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No.51291
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>>51257
>>51258
>>51264
hi
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No.51294 
>>51274
i am the schizo whisperer
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No.51295 
>>51294
is that so?
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No.51296 
>>51295
yes actually
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No.51297 
>>51296
this is news
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No.51298 
>>51297
not for me
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No.51299 
>>51298
maybe for the readers, though
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No.51300 
>>51299
the readers were too stupid to get it anyway
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No.51301 
>>51300
they're just like me fr
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TjG17_oOwDY
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No.51302 
>>51301
we’re all stupid here..
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No.51303 
>>51302
this isn't news
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No.51304 
>>51303
yeah...
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No.51305
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>>51304
yeah..
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No.51306 
>>51305
yeah.....
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No.51307 
>>51306
mhm
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No.51308 
>>51307
maybe
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No.51309 
>>51308
but maybe not always
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No.51310 
>>51309
probably
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No.51311 
>>51310
but not surely
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No.51312 
>>51311
for sure
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No.51313 
>>51312
you can't be so
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No.51314 
>>51313
why not
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No.51315 
>>51314
no supporting evidence
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No.51316 
>>51315
how unfortunate
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No.51317 
>>51316
it is what it is, we can't rectify this turmoil
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No.51318 
>>51317
it isn’t what it isn’t
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No.51319 
>>51318
that's how the missile works
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No.51320 
>>51319
yeah..
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No.51321
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>>51320
mhm..
No.51322 
target acquired
No.51323
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I'll be back l8r, gotta feed the cats and destroy the toilet
No.51325
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I like brushing my teef..
No.51327 
>>51291
hello
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No.51328 
>>51327
howdy
No.51329 
>>51291
Whats your deal?
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No.51330 
>>51329
5 dollars for a foot
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No.51331 
>>51291
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa?
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No.51332 
>>51331
wawa
No.51333 
>>51330
waaaaaaa*
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No.51334 
>>51333
what'd you correct
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No.51337 
>>51334
i dunoo
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No.51338 
>>51337
then forever hold your peace..
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No.51339 
>>51338
on what i corrected, i guess to a differnt post
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No.51340 
>>51339
we need a little coherency..
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yRAtsfnm4-M
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No.51341 
dissolve?
No.51342 
dissolution..
No.51343 
>>51340
bad music
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No.51344 
>>51343
proud to serve..
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No.51345 
>>51344
soy sauce
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No.51346 
>>51345
only earrape..
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F3I4sV-tuNA
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No.51347 
>>51346
2 loud cant heaar jer ma
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No.51348 
>>51347
this is great news
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No.51349 
>>51348
but jerma ggood gamer streamer
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No.51350 
>>51349
I ain't watchin allat
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No.51351 
>>51350
i wanna dissolve into takis
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No.51352 
>>51351
have fun with that..
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No.51353 
>>51352
What even is a taki?
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No.51354 
>>51353
fried stick thing I don't know
Replies: >>51356
No.51355
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pizzagate
No.51356 
>>51354
Its a spicy rolled tortilla grilled and dyed blue
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No.51357
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>>51356
sounds kinda unhealthy
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No.51358 
>>51357
its all about the zing
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No.51359
zinger_dingle.jpg
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>>51358
don't got that zing in me no more
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No.51360
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>>51359
i cant sleep during the night i feel like ineed to sleep now
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No.51361
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>>51360
have you tried drugs?
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No.51362 
>>51361
drugs are bad outside of occassional red wine
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No.51363 
>>51362
aww he needs his wine
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No.51364 
>>51363
Thats a once in a three month thing
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No.51365 
>>51364
so trve
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No.51366 
>>51365
dont  b mean
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No.51367
1586134133036.png
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>>51366
I ain't nice
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No.51368
1523830469255.png
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>>51367
not nice?
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No.51369
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>>51368
nice actually
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No.51370
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>>51369
niceness does not affect the rate of mental degeneration
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No.51371 
>>51370
slptyime
No.51372
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>>51370
you're right, I should attack everyone at every moment
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No.51373 
>>51372
noo9oooo
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No.51374 
>>51373
y3s
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No.51375 
>>51374
>>51374
>>51374
not good goodness can only come from vidya
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No.51376 
>>51375
I'm not playing alone and I have nobody to play with so I will be right back
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No.51377 
>>51376
wat doesthat mean, im about to brush my teeth and fall asleep, im insoniaac since late january and father got extreme alzheimers in 2 months
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No.51379 
>>51377
I'll never go anywhere.. have fun with your teeth..
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No.51380 
>>51379
saying have fun is not nice
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No.51381 
>>51380
yeah yeah whatever good luck have fun..
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No.51382
1507014952710.jpg
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>>51381
good luck is not nice
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No.51383 
>>51382
I implore you to enjoy your time in the restroom with your mouth..
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No.51384 
>>51383
a impacted wisdom tooth is very painful so it will be a hurtful depressive experiance
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No.51385 
>>51384
yeah I've dealt with it and had them removed.. tolerate your time with your teeth.. they won't last forever..
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No.51386 
>>51385
they will last forever if u treat them well
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No.51387 
>>51386
forever is a very limited time..
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No.51390
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I forgot Nanachi has a tail
No.51392
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No.51393 
>>51392
good meowning
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No.51394 
>>51393
mornin..
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No.51395 
>>51394
cute drawings
any dreams?
Replies: >>51396
No.51396 
>>51395
yes, don't really remember them now..
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No.51397 
>>51396
i often have dreams about my car. last night i was driving people home from urbex while slightly drunk past cops, then later in another dream, the usually wet carpet was dry and it made me so happy. it's weird because i barely drive it irl...
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No.51398 
>>51397
I often have nightmares in which I beg people not to leave me..
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No.51399 
>>51398
but you didn't have one tonight... right?
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No.51400 
>>51399
right, nothing like that..
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No.51401 
>>51400
then you dreamt in G♭, God's favourite key
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No.51402 
>>51401
don't know what that sounds like sorry..
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No.51403 
>>51402
it's the sound of our natural universe, the key even the birds sing along to
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No.51404 
>>51403
sounds like nothing..
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No.51406 
>>51404
and everything at the same time...

i like your sketches. have you ever tried drawing bigger?
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No.51407 
>>51406
I haven't tried to draw anything particularly large in maybe 8 years.. not that I did much drawing on paper between then and now though..
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No.51409 
>>51407
what happened 8 years ago?
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No.51410 
>>51409
I was in school and took art class..
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No.51412 
>>51410
highschool or college?

i've always considered going to college for music, but self directed study feels like i'm able to focus my energy on what i consider really important.
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No.51413 
>>51412
high school, took something way different in college..
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No.51414 
>>51413
interesting. i can't believe you managed to stick it out with highschool. i had a mental breakdown halfway through and became who i am today as a result, for better or worse
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No.51415 
>>51414
I had multiple issues in high school, very severe ones.. but luckily I was able to take some classes that I really enjoyed so I could relax, it didn't feel like school when I was working on computers..
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No.51416 
>>51415
that's nice. i wish my experience wasn't half as fucked up as it was, especially having to grow up around social media, but that's life.
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No.51417
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>>51416
life is dookie..
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No.51418
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>>51417
nuh uh...
people and society are kooky dooky

but i think all this anime culture stuff is kinda a haven, like an oasis. some people desperately hate it here, but this is honestly where i want to be. almost like falling in love with your hometown, despite all it's flaws.
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No.51419
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>>51418
I have no hometown and feel no sense of belonging anywhere..
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No.51420
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>>51419
so you're like a lone wanderer?
Replies: >>51421
No.51421
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>>51420
I'm a nothing..
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No.51422
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>>51421
better than having to live up to be a something...
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No.51423
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>>51422
I'm not sure this leads to living at all..
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No.51424
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>>51423
but why not just enjoy it anyways?
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No.51425
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>>51424
enjoy being miserable, good one..
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No.51426
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>>51425
i'm not talking about that... although the people on /r9k/ would beg to differ.
Replies: >>51427
No.51427 
>>51426
I'm on the toilet sorry..
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No.51429
102447474_p0.png
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>>51427
lmao
*huffff huffffff*
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No.51430 
>>51429
no
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No.51431
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>>51430
what's for breakfast at the neko Nick café?
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No.51432 
>>51431
nothing..
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No.51433
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>>51432
why???
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No.51434 
>>51433
we outta food..
Replies: >>51438
No.51435 
>>51387
I woke up with shits
Replies: >>51436
No.51436 
>>51435
conglaturations
No.51438
1588707784953.png
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>>51434
not even a crumb of poptart? no more kohi kohi??
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No.51439 
>>51438
I had those, over 6 hours ago
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No.51440
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>>51439
thanks for saving me some...
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No.51441 
>>51440
check the cabinets..
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No.51442
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>>51441
there's only bad dragon dildos and big containers of lube here...
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No.51443
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>>51442
you must be in the wrong house..
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No.51444 
How are you two related to bant and what do u know about the 2hu posters?
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No.51445
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>>51444
I know little of those posters, I know of the /bant/ spinoff full of people maybe like that though..
I am not originally from /bant/..
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No.51446
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>>51443
says neko Nick's cafe out front...
there aren't even any cats here
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No.51447 
>>51446
that place doesn't exist, you must be sleeping..
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No.51448 
>>51445
bant culture?
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No.51449 
>>51448
yes, that one..
No.51450
1698360645299436.gif
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>>51444
i love the second hu

>>51447
no, because then i would be driving my amazing car that is sadly under repair in this reality
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No.51451 
>>51450
then you are hallucinating
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No.51452 
>>51445
does pd cbreaking into banks and climbing a crane sound like a notable event?
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No.51453 
>>51452
no it sounds like nonsense
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No.51454 
>>51453
it was a major bant event
Replies: >>51455 >>51456
No.51455 
>>51454
well I'm not really from there so I'd have no way to know that
No.51456
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>>51451
erm chat we are not losing it, we're all gonna make it

>>51454
i got banned from /bant/ because i made a thread when one of the bumpcults was sliding /ptg/ off the catalog, and then i found out /qa/ exists and had a lot of fun chino poasting... /bant/ is a warzone.
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No.51457
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>>51456
interesting..
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No.51459
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>>51457
my waif caseoh
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No.51460
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>>51459
your what?
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No.51461
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>>51460
mai wide cheetoh
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No.51462
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>>51461
oh, of course, Cirno
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No.51463
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>>51462
meow meow meow
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No.51464
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>>51463
ya know, /bant/ is currently under attack by seemingly LLM-powered bots..
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No.51465
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>>51464
all me sorry
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No.51466
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>>51465
would be funny but I don't think you have the balls..
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No.51467
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>>51466
yes i do
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No.51468
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>>51467
send pics
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No.51469
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>>51468
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No.51471
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>>51469
inadequate balls, I will be flattening them
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No.51473
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>>51471
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No.51475
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>>51473
your shackles can't keep me down
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No.51476
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>>51475
then suffer execution by firing squad
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No.51477
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>>51476
I'd be happier dead
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No.51479
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>>51477
then i'm not coming to your funeral
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No.51480
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>>51479
you weren't anyway..
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No.51481
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>>51480
because you will outlive me
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No.51483
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>>51481
doubt it..
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No.51484
dance.gif
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>>51483
ok then
*cue me dance dance dancing on your grave*
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No.51485
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>>51484
you're nowhere near me and you'll never know me..
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No.51486
yakui-ozoi.gif
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>>51485
and you wanted me to go to your funeral...
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No.51487
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>>51486
you must still be hallucinating..
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No.51488
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>>51487
obligations were never my strong suit
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No.51489
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>>51488
ok..
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No.51490
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>>51489
do the thug waltz
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No.51491
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>>51490
no..
Replies: >>51492
No.51492
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>>51491
it's easy!
keep the rhythm, 1-2-3~ 1-2-3~ 1-2-3~
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No.51493
gab_vigne_take_your_clothes_off.jpg
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>>51492
can't even do that..
Replies: >>51494
No.51494
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>>51493
then i will beat the rhythm into you
Replies: >>51495
No.51495
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>>51494
good luck have fun..
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No.51496
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>>51495
awawawa
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No.51497
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>>51496
awa..
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No.51498
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>>51497
awa~um!
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No.51499
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>>51498
eh..
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No.51500
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>>51499
no more monitor 4 u
Replies: >>51501
No.51501
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>>51500
boo hoo..
Replies: >>51502
No.51502
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>>51501
brick @ u 2
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No.51503
DcwlvJDVwAAxT4O.jpg
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>>51502
great news..
Replies: >>51504
No.51504
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>>51503
no more self deprecation
Replies: >>51505
No.51505
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>>51504
or what? nothing..
Replies: >>51506
No.51506
1682213490021222.gif
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>>51505
or i'm taking away all of ur poptarts
Replies: >>51507
No.51507
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>>51506
oh nooooo..
Replies: >>51508
No.51508
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>>51507
chat what is his problem
Replies: >>51509
No.51509
115302797_p44.jpg
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>>51508
waaaaaa..
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No.51510
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>>51509
erm...
i'm passing out chat
Replies: >>51511
No.51511
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>>51510
have fun..
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KwYGI8OjXvo
Replies: >>51512
No.51512
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>>51511
chat he's trolling
Replies: >>51513
No.51513
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>>51512
nuh uh
Replies: >>51514
No.51514
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>>51513
that song is awful
Replies: >>51515
No.51515
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>>51514
nuh uh
Replies: >>51516
No.51516
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>>51515
wtf are you doing to that doggo unhand him immediately
Replies: >>51517
No.51517
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>>51516
nothing is happening..
Replies: >>51518
No.51518
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>>51517
chat stop him he's being skibidi silly
Replies: >>51519
No.51519
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>>51518
I'm being nothing..
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No.51520
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>>51519
clean your room...
Replies: >>51521
No.51521
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>>51520
maybe in two weeks..
Replies: >>51522
No.51522
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>>51521
okej
Replies: >>51523
No.51523
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>>51522
mhm..
Replies: >>51524
No.51524
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>>51523
awawa
Replies: >>51525
No.51525
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>>51524
awa..
No.51528
PXL_20250510_205635568.jpg
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the ambient occlusion in my bedroom is acting up
Replies: >>51529
No.51529
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>>51528
uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Replies: >>51530
No.51530
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>>51529
eh?
Replies: >>51531
No.51531
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>>51530
fgsfds
Replies: >>51532
No.51532
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>>51531
is that so?
Replies: >>51533
No.51533
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>>51532
maybe
Replies: >>51534
No.51534
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>>51533
why so unsure?
Replies: >>51535
No.51535
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>>51534
maybe
Replies: >>51536
No.51536
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>>51535
not an answer
Replies: >>51537
No.51537
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>>51536
mmmmmmm
Replies: >>51538
No.51538
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>>51537
not a microwave
Replies: >>51539
No.51539
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>>51538
okej
Replies: >>51540
No.51540
93231966_p0.png
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>>51539
also not an answer
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No.51541
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>>51540
all outta answers
full of fortified wine
Replies: >>51542
No.51542
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>>51541
full of shit more like..
Replies: >>51543
No.51543
1703185209735257.jpg
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>>51542
gross
Replies: >>51544
No.51544
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>>51543
that's life
Replies: >>51545
No.51545
1659860990872016.png
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>>51544
rood
Replies: >>51546
No.51546
97596580_p0.png
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>>51545
I've always been back and forth, here and there, grey and greyer..
it's more real that way..
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No.51547
splash.jpg
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>>51546
splish splotch
Replies: >>51548
No.51548
102476503_p1.jpg
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>>51547
what're you looking to moisten..
Replies: >>51549
No.51549
1638735559024.jpg
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>>51548
nothing, you deranged usagi
Replies: >>51550
No.51550
109220447_p0.png
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>>51549
I'm perfectly sane..
Replies: >>51551
No.51551
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>>51550
good
Replies: >>51552
No.51552
112972340_p0.png
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>>51551
I've always wanted to take a nap on train tracks..
Replies: >>51553
No.51553
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>>51552
i've always wanted to take a nap
Replies: >>51554
No.51554
89203290_p5.jpg
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>>51553
you're closer to your dreams than I can ever dream to be..
Replies: >>51555
No.51555
ringring.wav
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>>51554
not when i'm drunk like this every day
Replies: >>51556
No.51556
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>>51555
not like I can maintain a memory or train of thought for longer than 10 seconds anymore either..
Replies: >>51557
No.51557
1629655621509.gif
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>>51556
all i need are three beats
one, two, three...
one, two, three~
Replies: >>51558
No.51558
85932877_p0.png
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>>51557
I have a guitar..
Replies: >>51559
No.51559
guitar-girl-anime-wallpaper--album-on-imgur.jpg
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>>51558
play something soothing for me...
Replies: >>51560
No.51560
85985926_p0.jpg
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>>51559
it's way out of tune sorry..
Replies: >>51561
No.51561
1637516615837.jpg
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>>51560
tune it to A4=428.2 hz
Replies: >>51562
No.51562
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>>51561
I don't know numbers too well sorry..
Replies: >>51563
No.51563
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>>51562
it's not about the numbers, it's about the sound...
Replies: >>51564
No.51564
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>>51563
something has to give, can't do it all..
Replies: >>51575
No.51565 
meep
No.51566 
no meeping..
Replies: >>51567
No.51567 
>>51566
aaa
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No.51568 
>>51567
scream, scream..
Replies: >>51569
No.51569 
>>51568
i gotta get 99 thieving in runescape or else i will die
Replies: >>51570
No.51570 
>>51569
good luck have fun..
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No.51571 
>>51570
good luck have fun bad
Replies: >>51572
No.51572 
>>51571
then what's good?
Replies: >>51573
No.51573 
>>51572
co op vidya
Replies: >>51574
No.51574 
>>51573
better than nothing I guess..
Replies: >>51587
No.51575
Vocaroo_15ekRBekDcQa.mp3
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>>51564
thread bgm while i pass out
Replies: >>51576
No.51576
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>>51575
enjoy your passing out, I know I did that one time..
Replies: >>51577
No.51577
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>>51576
i do that every night, wine or not
Replies: >>51578
No.51578
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>>51577
it's enjoyable to be gone..
Replies: >>51579
No.51579
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>>51578
wunuhnuhnuhnuhnuh
Replies: >>51580
No.51580
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>>51579
yuh..
Replies: >>51581
No.51581
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>>51580
uhhhh
Replies: >>51582
No.51582
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>>51581
uh huh..
Replies: >>51583
No.51583
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>>51582
meow
Replies: >>51584
No.51584
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>>51583
mrrp..
Replies: >>51585
No.51585
girlslastTOURGirlsLastTourChiitoChiiChanTSHIRTLastTourChiiCHANLASTTourGirls.jpg
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>>51584
sad...
Replies: >>51586
No.51586
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>>51585
why's that?
Replies: >>51589
No.51587
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>>51574
nose
Replies: >>51588
No.51588 
>>51587
thanks for the reminder to moisturize..
No.51589
BORGAR-YUI-T-shirt-yui-hirasawa-yui-hirasawa-k-on-keion-anime-burger-borger-borgar-hamburger.jpg
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>>51586
nothing...
Replies: >>51590
No.51590
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>>51589
something..
Replies: >>51591
No.51591
serialessentialLAINteemenslainexperimentsfrontLovingLaincloseportraitExperiments.jpg
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>>51590
meowie ;_;
Replies: >>51592
No.51592
107467010_p0.png
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>>51591
what will you do when this thread reaches the 1000 reply limit.. will you want to die with it like before..
Replies: >>51593
No.51593
STUPIDAnimeBitchdrinksgasolineessentialANIMEteewomensAnimefrontcloseportraitStupidHoe.jpg
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>>51592
i'll just do what i always do... drink more wine...
Replies: >>51594
No.51594
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>>51593
why do you try so hard to avoid getting better..
Replies: >>51595
No.51595
girlsTOURLASTchiitoTSHIRTchiiCHANsittinglastTOURShirtTSHIRTLASTChiitochan.jpg
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>>51594
can't force progress, you'd just set yourself up for a bigger fall once the façade crumbles
Replies: >>51596
No.51596
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>>51595
there's a difference between complacency and taking your time..
Replies: >>51597
No.51597
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>>51596
my only obligation in life is towards my craft
Replies: >>51598
No.51598
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>>51597
and even that isn't a requisite to a satisfactory death..
nothing inherently is..
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No.51599
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>>51598
quit moping, we still have work to do here. society may deny us, but humanity needs us.
Replies: >>51600
No.51600
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>>51599
I have nothing on offer, check back in two weeks, maybe I'll have produced a crumb of sub-par media I can't be proud of..
Replies: >>51601
No.51601
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>>51600
i think inspiration comes around when it does. i feel it's the truth that speaks to us, not the phony constructs of reality that society attempts so desperately to grift upon. until then, we continue to sharpen and hone our skills, not focusing so much on the product, but the process itself.
Replies: >>51602
No.51602
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>>51601
I don't need inspiration, I need to kill myself to rid myself of my disgusting complacency..
there is no process I enjoy anymore.. the charm wears off fast..
I don't do anything because I think it is acceptable to do it and no improvement in skill has ever satisfied me..
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No.51603
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>>51602
what is your problem with complacency? fall in love with the comfort of your hometown. this is your unique struggle to bear, no one else will ever know close to the feeling of satisfaction, even failure, that you do. it's a slice of life with a flavour unique to your tastes.
Replies: >>51604
No.51604
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>>51603
if I don't do something, I will kill myself, that is not an exaggeration and not up for debate..
my pills taste like.. plastic..
Replies: >>51605
No.51605
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>>51604
what was for dinner?
Replies: >>51606
No.51606
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>>51605
leftovers..
Replies: >>51607
No.51607
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>>51606
of pickle rice?
Replies: >>51608
No.51608
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>>51607
no..
Replies: >>51609
No.51609
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>>51608
you ate out?
Replies: >>51610
No.51610
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>>51609
no.. I ate leftovers..
Replies: >>51611
No.51611
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>>51610
silly neko Nick
stop passing outtttt
Replies: >>51612
No.51612
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>>51611
I've been awake the whole time..
Replies: >>51613
No.51613
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>>51612
me too...
Replies: >>51614
No.51614
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>>51613
people tend to be awake during the day..
Replies: >>51615
No.51615
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>>51614
why do you take happy pills...
Replies: >>51616
No.51616
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>>51615
have you talked to me..
Replies: >>51617
No.51617
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>>51616
yeah, and you said you wanted to stop being complacent. isn't taking happy pills complacency?
Replies: >>51618
No.51618
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>>51617
it's more than nothing and I've been through hell to necessitate drugged sleep..
No.51619
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whatever floats your cope...
No.51621
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I never claimed to be perfect.. I never said I wasn't what I hated..
can you fucking read? I don't believe so..
Replies: >>51622
No.51622
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>>51621
calm 
i'm sorry i forgot your (You)

Yakui prescribes you: Two (2) Flintstones Gummy Vitamins
No.51623 
I prescribe half a bottle of rubbing alcohol..
Replies: >>51624
No.51624
ozoo.png
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>>51623
quit being so skibidi silly and get some rest
No.51625 
I'll rest when I'm done wasting my life..
Replies: >>51626
No.51626
oozi.jpg
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>>51625
then just pass out, like i do
No.51627 
after the chest pain subsides..
Replies: >>51629
No.51629
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>>51627
he's mad at me again, chat...
No.51630 
cope or whatever it is people do..
that's the best people can do..
Replies: >>51632
No.51632
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>>51630
you should apologize so we can get along better
No.51633 
deal with it..
Replies: >>51635
No.51635
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>>51633
i think i will...
No.51638 
jk ^-^
Replies: >>51639
No.51639
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>>51638
joe kot
No.51699 
meow
No.51700 
wonder if that's true..
No.51701
PXL_20250511_163257960.jpg
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I'm all out of ideas..
Replies: >>51703
No.51702 
mow
No.51703 
>>51701
i'm all outta love
No.51704 
all empty..
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No.51705 
>>51704
no more wine either...
No.51706 
bone dry..
Replies: >>51707
No.51707 
>>51706
wanna cry...
No.51708 
woke up this morning with a black hole in the upper left corner of my vision..
Replies: >>51709
No.51709 
>>51708
should've stopped taking the silly pills
No.51710 
none of your business to be influencing..
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No.51711 
>>51710
it's what you get for not being nice to me
No.51712 
there are no consequences I don't choose to implement myself..
No.51713 
hmph
No.51714 
huff and puff..
Replies: >>51715
No.51715 
>>51714
you're mean
No.51716 
aren't we all kinda average..
No.51717 
you're all cruel
No.51718 
https://themaister.net/blog/2025/05/09/conquering-fidelityfx-fsr4-enabling-the-pretty-pixels-on-linux-through-maniacal-persistence/
just read all of this and now my eyes hurt more..
No.51733
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=99JPNmbIijs
No.51734
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I favor every version of Drunk by Dayseeker because I always want to cry but I can't cry anymore and sometimes it helps to bombard myself with depressing garbage and overstimulation..
the only way I'll ever get out of this is by throwing everything away and starting over.. but even then I'll still be stuck with failing eyes and a faulty from birth heart..
probably my fault..
No.51735
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I've learned to counter every problem in life with anger and clearly that never works out but the stupid never learn..
I'd probably punch my mother in the stomach if I ever met her, can;t do that now but whatever I guess..
need something to bitch about to avoid hearing the people bitching about the things I care about..
if I yell any more my teethj might break off even more..
No.51737
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its a recurring pattern that i get better and then i give up at any sign of trouble because i was never taught to deal with the pain in a way that drives me toward my goal..
always just hurting people because people are shit.. thats what justifies hurting them anyway.. in the mind of the stupid like minme..
Replies: >>51799
No.51739
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ive had jobs and ive fucked myself over several times by just being a lazy bitch, why should anything be worked toward if theresn othing in sight that would make it owrth it..
its always been about just falling back and back and back until eventually theres nothing left to fall on and im about to find out what i do at that point./.
thattl be real fun i think..
No.51740
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i dont really remember many of my real friends ive had before the handful of people i bother with my presence these days..
and I kinda fucked up and got rid of all of them, I cant find thjem anym,ore i dont know where they live i dont have their informatiuojn..
and maybe I just shouldnt care.. maybe at that point one can just feel relief in knowing theres no hope and nothing to work toward..
No.51741
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i woke up in the middle of the night one night maybe a couple weeks ago with a little bit of will to do somethint to fix my life and i startyed crying into my pillow but ive since fallen back into doing nothing all day every day..
lazy faggot..
No.51743
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ill be gone now.. ive wasted enough time and space..
No.51799 
>>51737
>its a recurring pattern that i get better and then i give up at any sign of trouble
that’s part of learning isn’t it? you get better, you give up, get angry at yourself for it, and those negative emotions eventually push you to try again
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No.54714
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>>51799
I never fucking learn..
No.54715
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I started to get better when I stopped taking my meds but I haven't gotten a good night's sleep in weeks and I can't fucking do anything, I might buy melatonin or something..
No.54717
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I did something stupid maybe a month ago now and started having daily panic attacks and I couldn't breathe for shit and I couldn't think or do anything without feeling like I was dying and I have been even worse since that shit..
No.54718
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tried getting a boyfriend and failed over and over again I don't deserve jack shit anyway I'm awful, what I have now is just a huge coping mechanism and it's not enough, clearly, if I'm this miserable..
I exercise daily, I do push-ups and go for runs, every day, and I don't feel any better, I have been eating like I run on water too, very few excess sugars..
No.54719
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so tired mentally and so easily distracted I can't stop focusing on this internet bullshit, trying to talk to people and getting fuck all back, who the fuck reads anything I say, I say too much, too much bullshit, it means nothing to them, it doesn't need to be written, I can't shut up though, then I'd really be doing nothing..
No.54720
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probably hang myself with this whenever I feel like I don't care enough anymore..
No.54726
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got a screenless tablet a bit ago, I kinda like Krita, I haven't been drawing much though..
No.54745
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nibbled off some of my meds so I could sleep and I slept about 9 hours and I'm still tired fuck this..
No.54746
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I feel really weak and droopy.. y'know I wouldn't be here if I didn't want you so bad.. I'd just be spamming my friends..
Replies: >>54748
No.54747
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I never derived joy from making others feel bad, I just like you too much and I'm so bad at dealing with it..
I'm still not over a relationship I had that died in like 2022 or 2023 lol.. I've been trying to replace it this whole time.. it hasn't gotten me anywhere good..
No.54748
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>>54746
I'm kinda like a BPDemon, at least that much I didn't entirely lie about in my manic episode..
it isn't abnormal for me to have those really I just haven't been active there on the chinz in a while so nobody could see them..
I've had those for like 8 years or so.. people think I'm getting worse, they don't know I'm already worse..
No.54749
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I like tab groups I just now started using them and they let me tuck away chan garbage in a square!!1
helps keep the noise out for a bit..
No.54750
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I'll be nice and then I'll get rude and it's because I'm in a place that expects people to be rude and who am I to defy garbage.. all it ever did was make me angry at ghosts anyway.. ghosts like the nobody reading any of this shit..
No.54751
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Hey guyz, my name's Nick, and I like metalcoreslopshit and screaming into voids where only moderators dare touch because they need to read my asinine bullshit and no sane human will not be repulsed by my constant blabbering..
No.54752
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I hope you know I'm just worried about you and I think about you..
No.54753
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no one will ever leave my mind it's getting way too noisy I just want everyone to go away..
No.54754
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I want you so bad..
No.54755
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please.. I'm so tired..
No.54757 
I'll be nice to you..
No.54758 
feel like a zombie sloshing around in the grocery store like this..
No.54759 
https://youtu.be/e0E5kGyoRI0?si=bgI2h9NfZFPRkMKU
I don't like this album because of how it's mixed but I can't stop listening to it..
No.54760
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I got cheese dip for my chips and I want to live again
No.54788
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I haven't been clicking this button almost every day, only an insane person would do that..
No.54789
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I'm not crazy I'm just bored..
No.54790
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I use lastfm, but only recently, I'm somewhat close friends with the developer of Pano Scrobbler, he's really depressed and has a dogshit living situation.. nice guy..
I helped him test Pano 4.0 for Linux before it was public, it only kinda recently stopped crashing and having issues doing basic things like opening URLs.. I made a pkgbuild for extracting the appimage and running it like a normal package on Arch but I'm too lazy to maintain an AUR package so it's not public, I don't use it anyway, just the appimage.. the appimage has no problems enabling autostart.. can't be fixed without work from him..
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it also needs webkitgtk-4.1 and this is not normally installed unless you need it for some other program.. lol..
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or uh.. webkit2gtk-4.1 I mean.. cough..
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bear with me
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